So I am about to go out to dinner with a few of my friends because one of them has a college friend in town. I told them I wouldn't go out after, but would come to dinner. That's pretty big for me.
I am ready with makeup on and my hair done. It does feel a little better to have my hair done because haven't straightened it in a while (usually I just throw it up in a ponytail). I did get ready and use makeup everyday in my skinny days... Now it is much more rare. Anyway, I am wearing a cotton sleeveless dress (one of the few that still fits me) with spanx (story of my life) and my flabby arms are out in the open. I hope nobody stares.
Background on my flabby arms: I lost a LOT of wait a few years ago and spent most of my college days as a skinny girl. Then, when I gained everything back in the last two years, the arm fat came back in this weird, lumpy way... I have a lump of fat on my right arm (not on my left). I used to joke and call it a "fatty deposit" before it got really big. This is obviously not going to be cute in the bridesmaid dress.
Anyway, I am going to try to have a good night despite my "fatty deposit" and my jealously of my cute friends who will show up wearing their cute designer outfits.
Earlier today, I went with my mom to get the bridesmaid dress altered one last time (I look horrible in it) and then we each got pedicures. After the nail place, I went back to my apartment and took a nap: I sleep way too much.