I'm not upset with my dad anymore. My mom said that everyone in out family is dealing with this in different ways and I agree with her. I don't think my dad understands this whole thing; he isn't the mushy, feelings-sharing type. I think he just didn't know how to express himself last night and he doesnt get whats going on. He went to sleep really early and I could tell he was upset. Deep down, I know he loves me more than anything and supports me.
Today I woke up at 11 am and I have been really trying to eat somewhat healthy and not binge. Last night made me really exausted. I fell asleep early and slept late and I'm still tired.
I'll write more later.